It's Soooooo Frustrating!!

Here's a couple of pics I thought I'd add: firstly, Kaysie and her friend Laura who went to a jumper presentation night for Eastern Rangers with Trent and Troy. Don't they look gorgeous! And the girls scrub up all right too!

The other photo is Kaysie (middle) and her two best friends Lauren (aka Log - on the left) and Laura (on the right). They are great mates and really lovely girls. Lauren's just turned 18 and got her licence, this photo was taken in her car.

I haven't been to a WW meeting for two weeks - not by choice - couldn't go the second week of the school hols 'cos Kiera had a friend over and the rest of the family had cleared out. Couldn't leave them home alone, that would be irresponsible and they would cart me off to the Bad Mothers Home. Although, I feel like I need a bit of a holiday, maybe the Bad Mothers Home might be a good idea. Mmmmm..... Anyway, last Tuesday I woke up feeling blah. Why always on a weigh-in day? I want to feel light and floaty on WI day, not like I've got a head the size of a medicine ball.

I'm going tomorrow though, come hell or high water. And I know it's not going to be good....just a case of how bad! Gone off the rails big time lately and I hate myself for it. I've only got a little bit more to go - I need to focus!

On the positive side (or slightly mad side - depending on how you look at it), I've joined up for Boot Camp No. 3! I'm still loving it, and even though I still hate the 6am starts, I'm proud of myself for the self-discipline. Why can't I have the same self-discipline when it comes to what I shove in my mouth?? Unfortunately though, this time round I'm having a bit of trouble with my knees - I hope it doesn't hold me back.

Not much further to go - can I do it????